The road is a long one am still riding it, every now and then I hit a skid on a wet bit, or get a flat tyre or battery but each time I start up again.
My weight has fluctuated between a low of 32kg (when was hospitalised at age 14) to 68kg (weight the day I gave birth to my miracle son) to a steady 55kg - am at that at the present.
I am now officially a south african size 34 / 10 a shock to the system as its the most I have weighed while not pregnant. First time ever I feel healthy and not always sick and cold.
I can not look at myself in a full length mirror as I see a Fat ugly person looking back at me, so I avoid mirrors as much as possible.
I have cleaned out my wardrobe of all size 8 and below clothes, as this way will always fit into the clothes I currently own.
I try to make sure I eat 3 times a day which is extremely hard, specially on a day such as today when I only managed to grab something at 3pm. My work makes this difficult but am working on ways around it.
ans so hang up number 1 is in the process of being eradicated.....
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